Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Something New .. Something Old !!

A new Life ?

"New" a strong word .. a very different experience... sometimes it might not always be the right decision ...

Sadly ... i didn't leave my self with much choice now did I ?? I had to make the decision between a new life and living my life the way it was. off course living my life was the easier pick.. but somehow that didn't really have a sparkle that made it all that more attractive to pick....BUT .... I still tried it ..(Oh and Overlooking something is always the best thing to do.. and Ignoring it is for the best like someone always told me .. but being as stubborn as i am .. i just had to nip t in the bud .. although it made me feel better... it still caused a complete and irreversible reaction that i had to live with ) so ... hense.. My decision ...and choice rather..............It didn't get me anywhere.. *Sigh*

What i needed was support and i didnt have it ..

So obviously the latter was my only option.. and here i am .........12 days into my spectacular but yet conservative life... Im loving it. its a whole new experience.. Its like life all over again .. except the feeding bottle and learning how to walk.. I already knew all that stuff.. so adapting was a piece of cake ..

I owe it all to a very few and special people that have off late become my backbone.. !

I thank you Guys :) Manoj ... Steph .. Abhi .. Chris .. Arlene .. Sony ... vange ..Joel.. .. :)

And standing there and looking at me .. giving me that comforting look when i most needed it was ll i needed to make the old adventures.. New all over again :)

4 comments:

Manoj Verghese said...

Nice, am very happy fr u Justin :), I wish the best of things for you, and hope you get what you are looking for. Ill be around in case you need me,.. and please keep this blog updated man.

Steph said...

It means a lot to have my name on that list of thankees!!!! Bad times will always blow over so keep your head above water and keep treading :) You got an enviable amount of talent and even more energy so go out there and make life happen for yourself. You got plenty of well wishers so don't worry about the rest. Good luck Justin Jude!!!!

Arlene Devaney said...

Its almost the best feeling to see my name here an i'm left wondering if its really me you referred to . :-P. That aside, i'm so glad to see that you have a really really broad perspective on Life. I cant say much cause I dont know it all, but I do have a fair idea and I think you should be proud to have learnt things even if you learnt them the hard way. You've still found your way out of things and out of choice and not everyone makes that choice.
There's so much talent in you . Life has so much to give us all but trust me,Life owes it to you . I hope it takes you places.
Either way, i've got your back and I love you. Just. Know. That. :)
Good luck, love!

Arlene Devaney said...

Its almost the best feeling to see my name here an i'm left wondering if its really me you referred to . :-P. That aside, i'm so glad to see that you have a really really broad perspective on Life. I cant say much cause I dont know it all, but I do have a fair idea and I think you should be proud to have learnt things even if you learnt them the hard way. You've still found your way out of things and out of choice and not everyone makes that choice.
There's so much talent in you . Life has so much to give us all but trust me,Life owes it to you . I hope it takes you places.
Either way, i've got your back and I love you. Just. Know. That. :)
Good luck, love!